Yukikaze no Kasumi wrote: ↑Fri Nov 19, 2021 4:54 pm
Kakita Yuji wrote: ↑Fri Nov 19, 2021 4:45 pm
"Likely true." he conceded. "There are, after all, lots of things I could be learning. From continuing to hone my understanding of the sword to the favorite fruits of the Imperial court. And certainly no one is encouraging me to learn this. I have the Will, but not Motive to pursue this course."
He tilts his head a bit.
"But you have encouragement to pursue poetry, Mantis-san, and the compilation gives you Motive to do so. Why do you lack the Will?"
"'Cause I've already spent enough time at this contest fallin' on my face. An' otherwise f-
screwing up. This- all of this- is just..."
She grimaced into her sake.
"S'like looking down into th'water an' seein' a pearl bed.... too far down."
Ah so it was like that then.
"A poetic turn of phrase, Mantis-san." he can't help but comment. "It probably doesn't help to have a dolphin of a Crane chittering at you about how easy it is to swim."
He set the cup down.
"I understand where you are coming from, Mantis-san, believe me I do. Years spent at the Academy, training among the finest of the Crane in all the traditional arts of the samurai. Chosen to represent them in the most prestigious gempukku ceremony in the whole Empire. And I'm told to sail a boat and build a model."
He shook his head at the absurdity of it all.
"We're all the same, Mantis-san. We're all the best of our class, but only one of us will become the Topaz Champion. We can't change that fact. But we can choose how we deal with both our triumphs and our failures. Do we let ourselves be defined by and held back by our failures, or do we keep fighting? When you miss a target with an arrow do you lament the miss or do you reach into your quiver and keep firing? We may only get one shot in these tests, but in life you should keep shooting, throw the quiver if you have to, do what it takes until you achieve what you're aiming for."